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August 30 Tattoo and piercingsYo! sorry I havent put my ink up yet!! I will... I just had to be at school early... should be around about mmmmm 9pm-ish...
Sorry about the delay!!!
There's two... I have two more but no good pics... August 28 School work and BoysSo my first week of school is now over... it has been interesting to say the least...
The reading... I can do
The work... I may be able to do...
Either way I'm going to try, they except a lot of you it seems... and I hope I rise to the occasion..
The boy... he is officically gone... we had "the talk" we both were thinking the same thing for different reasons... he says he's too busy... I said things didnt feel romantic to me...
Honestly... I think busy is a bullshit thing to say (to all of you men)... if you really like someone you find time... he was saying things about school... blah, blah I know... I'm going through the same thing... some softball league he is a part of... umm ok... so are you telling me fellas that if you really liked a girl... you couldnt find time between work, school, and softball to see her... whatever...
I had been thinking along the same lines but for the reason that, we just felt like 2 cool ass friends... not people with a romantic interest in each other... so why bullshit... he says he has deeper feelings for me... I doubt it...
Mostly cause I heard about a week or so ago that he was still with his gf... I asked him and he said no.... so I gave him the benefit of the doubt... so in the end he may have actually still been with his girl and decided that he didnt want to leave her or I was just some fling he had while he was bored... either way its cool... moving on, I'm busy too you know...
August 22 Lush Chronicles (11)Sorry I've been MIA... school stressful... sorry I havent commented... I'm such a bad blogger!!
Please forgive me, dont forget about me!! Its a tough transition...
anyways the weekend of the "swingers for christ" there was a party that sat... awesome time... and since a picture is worth 1000 words... here are several thousand words... August 17 what did i get myself into...I'm sorry I havent gotten to anyone's spaces lately... I had orientation today for school... damn I'm tired... hopefully I will be able to lookin around tomorrow! August 15 Lush Chronicles (10)OK... I know you all have been waiting... well let's be serious, some of you... LOL not everyone is that interested in my stupid hijinks... So on friday I was bored and not sure what to do... so I called up the negative to see what is up... she said one of her friends is coming into town and they are going to dinner... one of our other friends (male) invited them to meet him and his friends for dinner... sounds tame enough right? So I ride with the negative and her friend to the place... a small Italian restaurant... when we get there everyone is soo friendly and quick to introduce themselves... which to me is a lil strange... I've been in friendly groups before but still just a lil to quick to talk to strangers... so we are introduced to EVERYONE... and then ask to take a shot... and you know I owuldnt pass that up... look up at the titles if you arent sure... Anyways one of the girls is wearing a strange shirt, with and interesting saying on it... I pay no attention and we are seated ofr dinner... so one of them says hey let's order food so we can do the presentation while we are waiting... ummm presentation? what is this Amway? things are starting to look fishy... on top of the fact that they are taking group photos and every time they do they tell people to yell "swinger" instead of cheese... hmmm... well I ignore it figuring we are stuck here till we eat... now there are alot of sexuial innuendos going on and that damn yelling "swingers" things is getting on my nerves... I... as you all do now have an inkling as to what is going on here... but me I was trying to stay in the dark... So after we order... they bring out a laptop... here comes the presentation... so they are an organization called...... "Swingers for Christ" yes that is correct "Swingers for Christ" I dont know whether to laugh or be surprised... cause we all had a feeling right... but the Christ part threw me way the hell off... So I and the negatives friend are trying to make it through dinner... the negative thinks this is so amusing... I do too... but I was just hoping they werent expecting me to join them... through dinner they do hook up trivia... which included discussion of anal sex... a raffle for dates with a guy and a girl... and pass out condoms... I'm just trying to eat my fettucine... after dinner they raffle off the guy and the girl... and they say each date come with the 4 P's porn, popcorn, place, and protection... then we head to the restaurants bar...planning to leave and do something less risque... on our way out one of them asks where we are going... we all turn around trying to think of what to say... the negative who is one of the sweetest people i know tells them, but during kinda making it not seem as cool of a place as it is... maybe they wont come... they do They come have drinks with us and during the drinks OG comes to hang... i warn her about what has happened just o give her a head up and she and her friend sit with us... the negative end up talking to the swingers and I hang with OG... soon the swinger leave and the group closes in... and we come to find from the negative that they really are normal folks... the title of the group "Swingers for Christ" was a joke between a sister and brother about the hypocrisy of people who do whatever they do on sat night but wake up and go to church sunday morning... they promote safe sex and hooking up and the money from the raffle was going to a local planned parenthood... so they dont seriously swing and some of them are for Christ others arent... they turned out to be a fun, interesting, and cool group... And everyone get trickedinto coming to their first meeting...one guy thought it was a Christain group and almost invited all his family LOL ...however OG friend thinks they got the 4 P's wrong... that it should be Pot, Peringnon, and Protection... after the first 2 who needs a place??? August 12 3 hour tour...Surprise, surprise... I am tired again... I really need to work on that sh!t... nothing makes a really good impression at school like falling asleep during a lecture... which is going to be so tempting with 3 hour classes... yes... they are ALL 3 hours...
There are very few things on this earth that I like to do for 3 whole hours... so lets see how this goes...
On another note... I have been dating... yes... all this time I have been and not telling y'all... I know I know... so disappointed in me... you thought you knew me... and now you dont at all... I've been keeping secrets...
Hard for me to talk about boys unless they are past tense or I am sure about their status in my life... I like to keep them separate, so in case the sh!t goes down... they dont effect any other parts of my life... friends, work, etc...
Also made the mistake of letting one see my blog... for pictures sake... stupid stupid I know... so not sure how much detail I can go into...
I think my funk has been the biological clock starting... me wanting something stable and long term... and not finding it ANYWHERE... and it has been making me sad... cause I'm starting the begining of what I feel is crunch time when I was planning my life... 4-5 years of grad school now... so I wont be 40 when I finally have kids... and i have to meet and marry a man sometime inbetween there... to do it the traditional way you know? But so far all prospects have been weak... good in some ways bad in others... lovely personality and we fit well, but doesnt want a relationship... real cool to hang out with but has no car and lives at home... just always something...
Anyways... hopefully this will work itself out... when I least expect it right? LOL of course... so I guess the best way to speed up the process is to stop expecting... August 09 Ode to night owlsI want to pass out right now... soooooo tired... why is it that we have to do all these things during the day... I mean how come night owls don't get a say in business times and when sh!t is open... discrimination I tell you!! discrimination! conspriracy against those who like to sleep late and waste the morning away... no justice... equal rights for those who dont want to have to wake up at 8am to get stuff done... do errands or work...and yes you may say... you can have a job where you work nights... but shoot... it most likely wont be a professional or corporate job ... cause damn those mofos are all about mornings...
worst part is those early morning bastards have turned my own dog against me...they have made her part of the plot forcing her to wake me up early to take her out or suffer the consequences of pee on my carpet... never thought she would turn against me too...
August 08 Summer is almost over...So I was totally excited about school... shoot even tax free weekend here in text last fri thru sat...
until... I spent $100 on school supplies... LOL now I think about money I have to spend... work I havae to do... 5 freaking years... ack! I hope it gets better...
Best part 2 days a week in the office... double edged sword this learning thing... August 05 Risque FridayStarting off a lil tame... but figured I'd leave something a lil risque for yall toward the bottom... something to pnder over the weekend...
This is from Unisol... ahhh thank you... giving ideas for me to post on my blog block time of need! LOL
Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"
Got this off amy's blog... are you really surprised??? LOL decided to do TMI and take it and post...
1. Favorite time to have sex: Early morning... kinda wake up out of your sleep sex.
2. Favorite position: hmmm... it changes depending on my mood... today I would say on top...
3. Most risque place you've ever done it: park picnic table
4. Toy you haven't used you most want to try: hmm that's difficult... cant say I'm up on the new toy "technology" maybe "the rabbit" I dunno
5. Toy you haven't yet used you're least willing to try: those remote controlled butterfly things...
6. Ever been caught in a public place?: caught? LOL no
7. Ever had sex on your parents' bed?: nope...
8. Hottest place you want to have sex at but haven't yet: hmmm... dont have a place... but would like to in pouring rain
9. Do you prefer slow intimate sex or hard rough sex?: Both. Need to finish strong like a champ...
10. Ever had an orgasm in your sleep?: no
11. Ever had phone sex?: yes LOL with my ex
 he was out of town...12. Does size of penis/breasts matter?: LOL I agree with Amy on this one... girth mostly... length can only do so much... girth causes friction
13. At what age did you lose your virginity? 19
14. Did it suck?: It could have been better, actually much better LOL
15. Do you prefer to give or receive? You know what I'm talking about: Prefer? uhhh... well had no problems receiving... but not always quality so sometimes I prefer to give... more reasons behind that but doubt they are blog appropriate LOL
August 04 Personality... walk... personality... talk... personality... style...You're an ISFJISFJOk. You are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. You will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to you, to help those in need. You are responsible and enjoy being needed. You are down-to-earth and realistic and like others who are quiet and unassuming. You absorb and enjoy using a large number of facts. You like situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. You focus on providing practical help and services for others and for the organizations you serve. You have a strong work ethic. You can be painstakingly accurate and systematic in handling tasks...you're conservative with traditional values...quiet and modest...tactful and supportive of friends and family... You are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for your family. You are at your best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in order. You have a few close friends, don't like disharmony, and try to keep cooperation at all costs...you'll stay close friends with that tight circle for a LONG time...worry a lot... You need to have things organized in a way you think works.. you cannot work when things are out of order...when things are in disarray, you have to reorganize 'em immediately....you get involved with leisure ONLY after all the work is done... You have a tendency to put off relaxing because there's too much work to be done...you enjoy time with your family...you fall in love hard when you fall. You place a high value on marriage and family...you seek out a partner and feel unfulfilled without one. you most likely are a good student because you diligently follow through in your work to please your teachers.....you learn best by DOING... You tend not to be the center of attention...often appear serious...others like trying to get a laugh or a smile out of you...you get angry or bitter when scorned...but you keep it inside... Possible blindspots: because you are SOOOO in the present, you have a hard time seeing possibilities or consequences of your actions...can become mired in the daily grind...don't forget to express your bottled-up feelings...you can be taken advantage of....could be pessimistic about the future because it's unknown and you rely on past experiences.....you want to plan too much. ISFJ: "I Serve Family Joyfully"
Got this from Unisol... who got this from Stace
Take it here...
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