So thew sabbatical didnt last for long... actually one of my guys friends from school told me it was stupid and I should just be more picky...

 

well instead of that I just decided to be less serious and just have fun, I have been hanging out with this DJ I met at a show... and so far after talking and hanging out for about a week there hasnt been any conversation of who likes who, relationships, or where is this going... I like that

 

Just want to have fun and not think about what we are doing... I'm been listening Nique...

The banker flaked... which was to be expected... this is why I didnt date him before "juicy" because it was annoying and I didnt take him seriously... but he made an effort recently and gave him another chance against my better judgement because that seems to be a pattern... and of course he did what was expected...

 

I had a plan B... and went out instead, but he is officially cut off again... sad thing is he is really funny and intelligent, fun to be around so I wanted to see if it could work... but I cant deal with that...

 

I'm kinda unhappy again... not with me or who I am... not sure what or how to explain it... I think I've never had so many bad and so so experiences with guys at one time... I never thought they were angels... but wow... they never cease to amaze me with the things they can do to hurt a person that cares about them...

 

I think I need a sabbatical...