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3月29日 So...So the banker offered to cook dinner for me on Sat... even with my negative attitude I couldnt refuse...
He promised me cake too!  Bored, bored, boredNo offense to the males but I think I am getting tired of and or bored with men... or is it dating?
As you can see from my previous entries I have been dating a bit and meeting new people... but somehow its not so interesting anymore... the only thing I have been getting out of it is amusement and stuff to tell all of you... dont get me wrong I love a good story... but I feel like I'm getting bored with them...
No one is impressing me right now... or saying or doing anything interesting, in fact I'm getting a lil annoyed... with the cadet in particular... he has been blowing up my phone with texts since friday... and I dont really think I'm feeling him like that...
Isnt it just like me... without of shortage of men now I have the nerve to say none of the ones I have around are good enough... and I dont mean not good enough in the sense of being a loser but good enough in the sense that I'm not being stimulated mentally by them anymore... they're all just blah to me...
However, I keep having this weird feeling I will end up with this friend of mine in the program... waaaaaaaay down the line... so far down I dont take it seriously or even think about it that much... but I get this weird inkling of it being in the future... weird huh? But I still want to have someone intellectually interesting and supportive now...
Oh and I have never encountered more excuses in my life than when I started TA these classes... its ridiculous... you'd think that adults would know better or take more responsibility for themselves and their education... I aint got no kids... and I'm nobody's mama... so stop trying to make me act like one... 3月25日 UpdatesI am loving me again... the carefree, talk it up, amusing me...feeling really awesome about people and who I choose to spend time with...
The people in my program are so awesome... hard to believe that such a good group all decided to go to school in the same place
I finished choreographing my bellydance solo... so excited about that, I'm looking for costumes now...
Talked to the neuroscientist this week.... see how that goes
Banker called but I wasnt there...
6'6" is in N.O. this weekend
 but we've been textingGot stupid drunk last night... Jay had to drive me home...
I met a cadet in the police academy and a friend of a friend got my number... both called and texted the same night...
Life is good right now... 3月18日 Yes my nose is open...I like him so much, had such a great conversation today...about real things, not just beer and dancing...
Still keeping some distance to be safe though... I heard you Shaun... 3月15日 Lush Chronicles 17 (spring break edition)So I told myself yesterday I would do my work around 5pm each time I tried to get out of bed to do some... but then around 4pm I just ended up texted my homegirl from school says "I'm totally bored, doing anything fun tongiht?"
She was totally down, so we plan to go to this hole in the wal in my neighborhood, so affectionately called the "best dive in houston". My negative, the roomate, and I have been planning to go to this place forever but never made... figured we would try it... the place is next to some train track and apparently every time a train goes by you get $1 "train shots"... awesome
So we rally up some of the school folks to come out... when we pull up there are 3 homeless folks infront of the convenience store next door... was a bit wary at first... but inside everyone was relatively young... they served beers in a can... sign of a fine establishment...
We sit down start drinking... we all like the dive feel... one of the school people brought his roommate who is this loud tall man (6'4" or 6' 5" I believe) slightly obnoxious but more funny... the people at the other table were talking pictures so him being funny he starts smiling and making faces because he was kinda in direct line with them... apparently the chick with the camera was being kinda rude... so he starts to yell "Yea picture of us, me and him" so him and his roommate take a pic... not any pic mind you... one is kissing the other's cheek in a very obnoxious way, was quite funny... when its over he start heckling the girl very loud from our table... "Yea you thought you werent going to take our picture huh, very wrong... fake boob B" and just going off... we're all laughing and feeling awkward wondering if there is going to be a fight...
nope...
One of the guys form the other table buys him a shot and a beer... he told us... now I know how women feel... it was not worth hanging out with them for that beer...
We shoot the sh*t some more, and move to another bar where they are doing karaoke...was fun to listen to people sing badly... the most annoying thing was when a guy serenaded some unappreciative girl which made us all feel uncomfortable, cause we knew he wasnt getting any and the chick was kinda making him look like an ass... then we have the american idol wannabes which totally kill the mood cause they really wanna "sang" something... and its usually some dumb slow song which no one pays attention to except for that one drunk chick infront of the stage...
all in all a good night... going to the rodeo tonight... drinking more :-P oh did I mention 6'6" is going?  3月12日 Lush Chronicles 16Random night... we went a club called opus... and out of the blue I see J... this dude I know from undergrad, always running into his ass downtown... so random LOL he's such a mack... he knows how I like to dance so he sent his friend to go dance with me...charity... I guess to lift his spirits LOL then they got my number cause he's supposed to be having some party later this month...
Mr 6'6" was there... explained the whole friends from undergrad thing, wanted to make sure he knew I was interested... then proceeded to dance up on him for most of the night...with him telling me the whole time how much he is loving this... God you dont know how great it is to dance with some one that tall... the fact that I have to reach my hand up to touch his face... not being eye level with me...just awesome...
Then I saw another friend from undergrad... love her cool chick...
LOL another random event... I'm dancing with 6'6" and he is behind me (that's how I roll) so I'm backing it up or whatever... then he's like look over there... there are some dudes drinking bottles of cris we believe... then all of a sudden these mofos start throwing money into the crowd for no damn reason... I didnt see it at first but 6'6" got my attention to show me... totally crazy.. but I got a few dollars out of it LOL
My girl friend met some guys and we talked to them outside for awhile before heading to our friends house to chill... such a great night... hope to see 6'6" again 3月11日 Lush Chronicles 15Surprise, surpirse... me drunk again... but its spring break and I deserve it! I had an awesome time last night dancing... my homegirl Alma came out and I swear always a good time when we go out... Met a boy (he bought me a drink)... hung out with folks from my program... and the date he came and had some drinks too I barely remember much besides the dancing and drinking... but I have a feeling that the people from my program think I bring trouble with me... cept for Alma... we're here (my two fingers from your eyes to mine) I always attract strangers for some reason, which would always amuse me and Suzy also amuses Alma... but the rest are kinda cliquish and cant get with the amusement random boys bring... I have come to appreciate the entertainment... Planning to go out tonight too... hoping to see Mr. 6'6" with the group... too excited about that 3月10日 Lush Chronicles 14? losing countWow, I had such a good time tonight....
We had a stats midterm today.... took me 3 hours to finish it... so of course we all wanted to drink afterwards
We went out and one of my friends brought her friend from HS... a total cutie... 6'6" god soo sexy... and we totally hit it off... I decided to be forward and make the first move... told him he needed my number... I guess he agreed and took it... so we will prolly go out as a group on sat... but he didnt mention hanging out while I had spring break next week...
So excited about that... He called me on his way home...
Too drunk to visit everyone right now... but I will totally get to it tomorrow after I come down from my "boy high"...
Lush Chronicles 14? losing countWow, I had such a good time tonight....
We had a stats midterm today.... took me 3 hours to finish it... so of course we all wanted to drink afterwards
We went out and one of my friends brought her friend from HS... a total cutie... 6'6" god soo sexy... and we totally hit it off... I decided to be forward and make the first move... told him he needed my number... I guess he agreed and took it... so we will prolly go out as a group on sat... but he didnt mention hanging out while I had spring break next week...
So excited about that... He called me on his way home...
Too drunk to visit everyone right now... but I will totally get to it tomorrow after I come down from my "boy high"...
3月7日 Never find what?Woo hoo guess who has a date on Friday? you? who? me! This guy isnt exactly my type, but he is super witty, intelligent, outgoing, and open minded... I had to give him a chance... I kinda blew him off while I was with whatshisface... however he was quite persistent with his interest in me regardless...and said to let him know when we broke up... maybe he knew something I didnt He's a banker, and is slightly magnetic is his own little way.. see how that goes...
Was talking about boys with some friends from school and how we always want what we dont have, when we are single we want a boy, when we have a boy we want to be single... I was thinking before the whole relationship thing I was quite content, meeting guys ever other weekend or so... getting stories from my adventures... but I think when you get with someone then you find something you forgot you missed, companionship... and then that is what's missing... I dont want him anymore... he completely f-cked that up... but I do miss the idea of having someone there... I'm just going to be more picky about who it is...
The thing I hate most is when people say "You wont find it unless you aren't looking for it" bullshit! If i'm looking for a dress I can go find one... a book... or shoes... how come if I am looking for a good guy I cant? Anything else if you are looking for it you can go get it... maybe the difference is cause you can purchase those things... I guess I need to see if some boys are for sale...
Blah nothing really funny has happened lately... I need to go drink more... 3月5日 Random ThoughtsBlah... so I know I keep talking about boys and past relationships... I guess till I get into a new one... which I'm not sure that I will... this may be on my mind for awhile... I know I confuse you all talking about the recent ex, and C the old ex... I stopped calling him the human cold sore just because I didnt feel I should go there anymore...
I wish he (recent) would have told me the truth... I'm a laid back girl, I would have understood...he likes me but isnt ready for the serious relationship anymore, or he likes two people and wanted to see his options... I would have done the same exploring my options... and kept the door open cause between us because I would have respected him for telling me and felt he respected me for telling me the truth... lying makes me feel like he had no respect for me as a person, was never genuine, and that he is laughing at this whole situation which would really hurt, cause I thought he was a different person...and that he cared about me...
In the meantime, boy that I have been talking to for a min, we hung out last night after I entertained people accepted into my program... our personalities mesh pretty well... he has his PhD but in a different field, and seems nice... not sure i want another relationship though... we'll see
The best part about this whole thing is that I'm not crazy, jealous, or suspicious... I'm just right... and that's a good feeling... 3月2日 Cheers and JeersThey have returned... and so have I... sorry I was MIA for a min... that whole ordeal made me less social for a min... but alcohol cured that (my drug of choice) and here I am
Cheers to going out and having fun with the people I go to school with... I finally like them again after getting over my whole anti-social thing
Jeers to me not finishing my work... no explanation needed
Cheers to me hanging out with my fav boys from school, that make me laugh... that I kinda have crushes on
Jeers to me getting so drunk my friend had to drive my sad ass home...
Cheers to friends who take care of you and drive you home... LOL
Jeers to me feeling like crap the next day
Cheers to class being canceled!
Jeers to reading... nuff said!
Cheers to me meeting new boys, even if they aren't the right ones... good for right now
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