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1月31日 Ewwww....So I keep it low key last weekend... didnt really go out and just chilled. Apparently I missed some action, with one of the girls in my program going a little "girls gone wild" in the bar. I dont particularly like this chick and for good reason... well whatever they are good enough for me...
The thing I have always thought is... cute girls get away with more raunchy stuff than not so cute girls.... Yes I know this is not politically correct because I am talking about looks here but here is my example... Crazy girl from the bar is not that cute, and loves to talk about blow jobs and makes comments like "if you would keep your *!@$ out of my mouth" and its very distasteful... kinda makes you turn up your nose and such... I know a girl who is equally as raunchy in words (im not so sure about practice, sometimes I think she just talks a strong game) and its not as offensive... but she is much cuter
Is it that cause she is more cherub looking that we just laugh, like the preschooler who has learned how to "pop, lock and drop it"? You know its wrong for them to do, but they look cute doing grown up stuff? And with the other chick the mental image it conjures just makes your stomach turn? I can't quite figure it out... the only reason I have come up with so far is that... maybe I'm just a simple bitch at heart... 1月21日 Party at who's house? I feel like trash... I think I've caught a bug BUT, good news... I'm going to be with my man on valentine's day! Its so weird to be so frigthened of saying something and have it turn out to be so anti-climatic... and have that be the best feeling ever. I dont want ups and downs... I don't need the drama, this stability is the best thing that could ever happen. So, although that is calm... the weird boy stories have not stopped. At a bar last Thurs, just when Kristen and I are about to leave (with Jennifer walking out with us) a man comes up... the most awkward man... and says that he has wanted to introduce himself but we looked busy with our friends... I'm thinking, we didnt look busy now talking to each other? Or since we have been separated from the heard of men we are now vulnerable? He goes on to say that he is having a party this Sunday (which none of us went to) and his house is down the street and he wants us to come... there will be entertainment and he would love for us to come... and give us a business card... says partner, thats cool... ok Seeveral concerns... partner or not, I'm going to show up with two other girls to some strange man's house who I don't know, but is willing to have strange girls at his house. He does not know anything about us. We could we serial killers, con artists, or men LOL who knows. The creepiness ot the encounter on top of the fact that all three of us have boyfriends, made it strange. I'm looking crazy cause I'm so transparent, while these two chicks are being cordial and having a conversation with this nut... OK It never ends huh? LOL 1月19日 I may be back?? I'm halfway in my third year of school... and burnt out. For this reason, I am compelled to revive my space. Regardless of whether I have time, I will make time to write something because I'm soooooooooooo over it! LOL Anyways, after my long see-saw with the human cold sore (for those of you who are familiar, there is a blog around here someone about him) I think I have finally found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. Someone that let's me be the ideal me, the non-cynical, non-tomboy, "maybe I actually give a f*ck" me... and I have fallen for him so hard that I'm scared to lose him... scared to let him know how easily and quickly I have let myself fall so deeply for him... I think Maria put it best... I have already fallen, now I'm just waiting for the best time to tell him... to be continued... |
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