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    1月31日

    A rant about myself

    I'm halfway here, halfway in work...
    I feel so completely shitty and unhappy right now, that to keep from emotionally combusting I have to do something... and I guess this is it...
     
    I'm such a bag lady (erykah badu can fill you in on that one) and everything is coming out tonight... so much that I feel like complete crap
     
    I'm scared, skeptical, and pessimistic
     
    hopefully writing it down will give me power over it, and the ability to deal and change all of that...
     
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    1月30日

    Hmmm... that rug looks new

    whew.. you go and get drunk one weekend come back and msn has changed things up... looks kinda interesting... but i'm figuring if they cant get the existing stuff to act right why get more complicated just to f*ck up some more... just a thought...
     
     
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    1月23日

    Ummmm yea....

    I don't know If I even need to bother to write anything today... this e-mail is strange and funny in its own right... for me to even commentate it would be a travesty...

    But damn, some parts seem somewhat... I dunno racist?  I mean if I knew the guy it would just be some stereotypical and politically incorrect joke.. which I take part in all the time... but when it come from a stranger you cant help but wonder... "if this mofo serious?"  anyways tell me what you think

    and Melvin... if you mind that I put you on blast (that is if you are reading anyways)  I mean could you blame me?  This is too good not to share... and that'll learn ya to send ADD halfway creepy e-mails to strangers, why? cause it may end up on their blog...

     

    Hi Renee,

    Yeah, you're probably very busy since you no longer write on your blog. So I'll make this as quick as I can. I would like to buy DVDs, but for some reason amazon won't allow me. I'm wondering if this is because I'm Canadian. I'm in no rush. If it is possible for you to get Baadaaasss (I can't spell), Fear Of A Black Hat, and I'm Gonna Git You Sucka, perhaps we can arrange some kind of way of doing a, um, transaction. Well, we can work on that later. I mean I could be a weird stalker guy, or you could be a black ninja, or not even you an American might not be able to get these movies.

    There are many black people in my city now, however, I've only talked to one black lady who was in my Logic class. She really scared me. She has, um, manners and, um, what do they call it?? I think they call it chivalry when it's a guy, when it's a woman?? No idea, I'm really not used to such politeness. I had the chance to meet another black girl a few years ago. Her dad told me about the stuff in her underwear drawer and that she was in the Olympics. Going out with a girl and imagining her dad thinking, "which underwear is my daughter in? let me check" kinda killed the idea of ever meeting her.

    Well Happy New Year, and I look forward to reading your blogs if you ever get the "body urges" to do it again, hehe.

    Melvin

    PS After reading this it made me wonder about chivalry. Guys opening doors for women n stuff. When a woman does this is it chivalry? Hmm, must kill brain with beer.

    So umm yea body urges?  I dunno what kinda of body urges makes a person blog, but umm pass that sh*t over here... sounds like it feels good...
     
    And when a woman does it its politeness or how I see it... charity... haha just kidding
     
    Lastly, I would suggest you slow down on that brain cell killing... its genocide... the population is about to be extinct...




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    1月20日

    Lush Chronicles/Random BS

    Rededication to my procrastinating and time wasting past time...

    Now I have 2 things to neglect as opposed to one...

    So yea... the boy is better... apparently I have a surprise in the mail, which I will not get a hint about... and you know that is driving me freakin insane!  I hope my ghetto heighbors don't steal it if the mail man is dumb enough to leave it infront of my door...

    Maria sent christmas cookies to us last year and they were stolen somewhere along the way... aint that a bitch... merry freakin christmas and holiday spirit... they were prolly expected some gift and instead got cookies made with love for me and my roommate... I'm sure although the cookies were good they we're somewhat disappointed...

    New year's...

    On New Year's I was in FL for a psychology conference, Maria lives there so I went earlier and hung out forNew Year's, we went to this resort on the beach that was having a big party, 3 different rooms, open bar... When my drink was half done, I had another one coming... excellent... all of that drinking of course lead to me getting drunk and the ignorant fluid caused me to be slightly more confrontational than usual...

    Some old gray haired man at the festivies felt is necessary to tell me while I was dancing at my table "Shame on you"  and I proceeded to them him "No sir, shame on you!"  Shame on him for having the thoughts about me I knew he was having... and then trying to blame me for it, ha!

    During the champagne toast, all these dumb muthafkers decide to spray the dance floor with the champagne, understandably it was cheap and not very drinkable... but homies we arent in the "big pimpin" video... plus we're in whitey whiteville town FL... stop perpetrating

    Then while highly intoxicated waiting for a cab (2 hours wait time they quoted us), I decided to tell everyone passing by who felt the need to tell us where the party was at to "move the f*ck on unless they were giving us a ride"

    and the piece de ressistance (sp? and or french usage... please dont be offende french-canadians)

    while sitting in the grass... and indication of how drunk we were... a man and his busted girl walked by and said "Now what are you going to do with those girls"  not one to keep my mouth closed after alcohol has been poured in it I reply "What are you going to do with that thing over there you are mistaking for a girl?"  and of course being the punk that he is he kept walking, or chalked it up to me being a drunk bitch... both are prolly true...

     

    Staying on the surface for a min... I have some stuff I may need an opinion about but thinking it may offend some... dunno

     

    by the way does anyone know a melvin?  received a strange e-mail a couple days ago... may need to share it with y'all...

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    1月18日

    So I'm still alive if anyone is paying any attention anymore...

    I made it through my first semester of graduate school... all As bitches!  So I disappear around midterms and I guess it payed off huh?
     
    Well what else to update on, there have been several Lush Chronicles-undocumented due to my busy scheduled... sorry :-(
     
    There is a boy now... he is my boyfriend... feeling a little nervous today... so for how long I dont know...
    sheesh dont pay attention to that I'm just being dramatic and pessimistic... but I do feel strange
     
    I had a very weird day yesterday... lost my debit card and someone charged my account with something...
    Then I almost got into an accident... and the boy, well he didnt do anything wrong but... not much good either...
     
    Enough of that... what you've all been waiting for the humor!
     

    Yay to american idol providing me with an great source of entertainment, including delusional people with no talent... yet convinced otherwise, no matter what is said to them...

    It this kind of conviction that will keep me amused in my day to day life, watching those out of touch with reality conduct their business...

    watching the wheels turn for some of those folks was definitely a sight to see... eyes rolling in the back of the head... brain muscle trying to muster all the strength possible to come up with a semi coherent answer...

    Comments by new orleans mayor...

    why homie? why?

    Understand your sentiment... maybe even your purpose... but you have to remember stuff is shown across the country and or world... this isnt a barbeque with your patnas... gotta have some decorum... people are always listening...

    and lastly... people leave God out of your personal agenda... stop using God to try to cosign your interpretations and perceptions to serve your own purposes... I believe he stopped using weather to kill people a long time ago... that was soooooooooooooooo old testament...

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